Saturday, August 05, 2006

HHHHmmmmmm My 1st post .... what should I write?.... Alot of things have been constantly been buzzing in my head ..... Mostly about friends !! Had to let go of 2 best friends to maintain my sanity .... As hurt as I truly am with regards to the " DRAMA" they have put themselves into ... I cant stand and watch them make a fool of themselves ...

I have been thru alot with friends ... And its even harder trying to put up with them as much as I do love my friends ( they fuel my inner sanctum and they can affect my inner chi and thoughts.) But its friggen hard to get inner strength and I get depeleted and walk away ...

Their are a few I have gotten close to as recent as last year ... Its takeing all the patience and might I have in me to keep them .... One in particular which I have been working on for sooooo long that Im so close to dropping him like a hot potatoe adn not even turn back to make things better ... God knows how hard I have tried ....

Sometimes it becomes right and in 1 swift swoop ... I suddenly I feel Im just wasteing my time befriending this person .... Tick tock time will tell ... I will post again soon lets see how things fall ...

Destiny will decide .... fate will hand in hand help ...